πŸ¦‹β€οΈ β€˜Tell Him’ β€οΈπŸ¦‹

By Lauren Hill

Putting up my Christmas decorations and feeling so sad that you were here this time last year.

Please can someone on the other side get this message to you πŸ˜­πŸ˜”πŸ’•…

Tell Him
Yo heh heh tell him it’s like uhh you know uhh
Sweet sweet tell him
Let me be patient let me be kind
Make me unselfish without being blind
Though I may suffer I’ll envy it not
And endure what comes
‘Cause he’s all that I got and tell him
Tell him I need him 
Tell him I love him 
And it’ll be alright
Tell him tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
It’ll be alright
Now I may have faith to make mountains fall
But if I lack love then I am nothin’ at all
I can give away everything I possess
But left without love then I have no happiness
I know I’m imperfect (I know I’m imperfect)
And not without sin (and not without sin)
But now that I’m older all childish things end and tell him
Tell him I need him 
Tell him I love him 
And it’ll be alright
Tell him tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
It’ll be alright
I’ll never be jealous
And I won’t be too proud
‘Cause love is not boastful
Ooh and love is not loud
Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
Everything’s gonna be alright
Now I may have wisdom and knowledge on earth
But if I speak wrong then what is it worth?
See what we now know is nothing compared
To the love that was shown when our lives were spared and tell him
Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him 
And it’ll be alright
Tell him tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
It’ll be alright
Tell him that I need him
It’ll be alright
It’ll be alright see
It’ll be alright see
When the evening comes
In the night time
In the morning
In the evening baby

Copyright 2019 Β©

πŸ¦‹ Memories πŸ¦‹

Memories of you fall easily from my lips now but the hurt remains deep inside.

I feel love, I feel pain, I feel loss, sometimes very deep loss. I ask out loud why you had to go but we both know it was your time. There was a clear plan to teach me so much simply by being you. Your faith, your kindness and your ability to love everyone around you was truly phenomenal. You managed to do all of these things and more with no expectation in return. I still giggle at the things which used to wind you up. You had a real way with words! πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

I miss our conversations, I really do. There’s so much that I miss.

You would be incredibly proud of me this week, I took myself to another level where I never thought I would have the courage to explore. Throughout all of this, you were written and spoken about with such ease that it scared me. It scared me because it meant that I had to apply great courage to acknowledge once again that you have passed away. I know this, I feel this but it still feels like a gut punch every time.

Rest in peace sweetie, love always 😘☺️πŸ₯°πŸ¦‹

2019 Β©