‘Right there, in the middle of a conversation Wasn’t anything special you said, it was just there Right then, I didn’t have time, even to overthink it I looked at you and all of a sudden I was all in it’s like my knees are all weak and the butterflies, They were dancing, taking all of my air From that moment on it was very clear
That’s when I knew I fell in love, that’s when I knew you were the one That’s when I knew you stole my heart away from me That’s when I knew that I was sunk, that was the moment that I knew I was in love That’s when I knew, that’s when I knew…’
We met on the 4th July. I will never forget. I still miss you every day. Your kindness, laughter, fun and curiosity of life. Cancer took you away physically from this earth in 2019 but you will remain in my heart and mind forever 🦋💕
My Clinic Dancing Partner, I hope you can hear me, see me and walk with me… 🦋💕🎸
Two years since you have been gone. I look at your photo every day. My screensaver is my constant.
I often wonder where you are, what you can see, what you feel, what you think. Sometimes I get upset with you for dying. I know this is unfair but I have no other way to process it. Sometimes I laugh with you as I flick through the memories in videos and photos but then I want more. The cruelty of a full stop on 12th February 2019 makes this a reality. New videos can never be created, new photos can never be taken and you will never be able to be with me again, not in the physical sense. When I see the Amazon Prime advert with the track ‘How long has this been going on?’ by Players it reminds me of you – I cry. The guitar strumming forces me to look at your photo in the room and I can visualise you playing your guitar to this track. You were an excellent guitarist, so incredibly talented. I love the song which brings me some comfort but sadness.
I know you would have so much to be proud of, for this I can smile.
I will always miss you every day, tomorrow and forever…🥰🦋💕